dia garang

today main game ge..dia nmpk garang..really dingin n agak fussy..
takut nak tegur..tp tye nak join TA..so get prepared..coz semalam TA kalah, so dia really no mood, so today la ganti balik..dengan harapan dia gumbira balik..

so far ramai join, aku as usual yellow team which is, team yang akan dikalahkan..but tak kisah pun, reason utama aku main ge ni pun sbb dia..finally main punye main, dia menang..aku pun gembira la..

tp dia still dingin gak, aku tye dia jawap la jugak..so finally aku pun tye, nmpk garang today..mula2 ingat dia tak nak respon, akhirnya dia gtau, dalam ge n luar ge dia lain..dalam ge ni dia rimas skit..so dia say sori kalau nmpk garang..but dia tak maksud kan..tp dia geram ngn budak2 dalam tu..aku terasa la jugak, but aku tye sbb tak de modal nak borak..selalu ye akan kuar soklan bodoh ..tp aku tak kisah..so dia citer2 la ape sbb, aku dengar, n respon skit je..coz kalau boleh mmg tak nak komen byk.,coz aku tau dia hanya nak aku dengar je..

tp aku suka la coz dia citer gak kat aku..aku rasa lega..coz he make me feel important..hehe..cuma now aku woried if adik dia tak jadi datang sini..aku dah le takde..hope dia akan bergumbira..hehe

siang tu, smpt gk dia buka wallet aku, coz nak letak duit..sekali dia tgk wallet aku takde duit dia ask..siap main buka2..sib baik takde pape yang pelik dalam tu..kalau tak mmg nahas..huhuhu

rasa tu je kot..

i already make a choice!

i already make a choice..
i choose ren, to be my lover..forever

from now on, i promise to myself, i not looking for others guy, unless ren told me that he found some one else..but i hope this thing never happened..i just want to be "setia" with him..

acc, i can't live without him..seriously, even i try, it not works at all..i try to give my heart to someone else..but it make me more into ren..i dun want to be a playgirl, coz this bad things, n maybe someday, i will get revenge..who knows..

why i choose ren?

they are many reason why i choose him..wat can i conclude, he not like other guy who in kapel mood..such as, we never talk on the phone for a along period, or sms one hole day, never going into big fight, he random buy me a meal but most of the time, using our own money, use own transport to go anywhere (esp who invite first), heard a loudly song in car even went out for dating..n he will ask me to concern him, if he needed only..n when i going out with frenz, he never ask where, when, how or whatever..n many more la acc..

that why, i choose him, coz of negative attitude for kapel mode..he so unique. i know he "sayang" me..but love i dun know yet..but the time we lead the way..i believe on ketentuan Allah..

tau jeles..

tak tau nape tetiba nak tulis..mungkin sebb byk masa kot..hahaha

biasa la blog ni tpt aku nak citer pasal suka duka aku dengan mamat tu..
aku tak tau, acc aku patut marah or buat slumber..but aku bajet wat slumber la..
emm aku tak tau why, aku ni cpt berangin..ornag tu antar msg sepatah aku marah..orang tu tak balas..lagi la aku marah..

kalau pikir positive, dia sebenarnye tgh main game..jadi bz membattle..so bila aku ask tu..dia jawp sepatah tu, sekurang2 ye ada afford dia nak balas..sbb game tu kalau main, mmg takleh wat keje lain..kena konsentrate..so di sbb kan macam tu, aku malas nak tye, aku minta dia no tepon kawan dia..

so aku pun tye la..pastu si kawan dia ni, pun tye balik kat mamat ni..ape masalah aku..tak lama lepas tu, dia leh call tye..emm tau jeles..hahaha..takde la, dia call tu sbb nak gtau, kawan dia kalau explain susah nak faham..basically, aku faham je..tau tergugat..huhuh..tu ar ornag tye, lenkali jawap..jangan igonore..

dah tau dapat gf, yang so many questy, wat camtu..mmg la..saje cari nahas..so now..aku malas nak pkir merajuk2 ke ape..dia leh wat camtu...aku pun boleh jugak..we will see it..hahahaha..

that all